dearest Chloe,
The name fight continues, to name your new brother or sister that is, i was crying last night over a name, nothing is working, we thought we loved the name Cole, but daddy wants Coleton, and well yuck, i dont like that name, then we have a middle name problem what middle names goes with Cole that could still honor you? And girls names we cant agree and have to many, so i dont know what to do but cry, its what i do anyways. We find out Tuesday if we have a boy or a girl and im sure world war what ever number were on will start up again.
Kates funeral sucked, theres no way around that. I knew it would, but i was hpoing it would be alittle easier then yours, as she is not my child, but nope no such luck it was terrible, i sat there looking into the ground at a cute pink casket and all i could think of was the day that we burried you. ONce again i dont ever want to see that many grown men cry again.
I am not thankfull for much this year. When we sat around the dining room table for Thanksgiving i could not think of one thing i was thankfull for..But here is my short short list
*that i got to spend as long as i did with you
*That i have a healthy baby growing in me
*for my wonderfull family
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