Well Chloe, i dont know what to say. I started having contractions late this morning, i went to the ER where they found no heartbeat. I gave birth to a gergous baby girl Kyra Anne stillborn at 3:02pm. I am at a loss for words, im at a loss for everything, i just want to crawl in a whole and die. Why i cant keep a child around is beyond me, first you, then Kyra i dont know what to do. Sorry this is so short but im at a loss for words.
Mommy
You dont know me, but I'm thinking about you. I'm not a religious person either, but you are in my thoughts, and I WILL pray for you and your beautiful daughters and your family. I know that no amount of "sorry"s will ever heal your pain, but I hope to God, to whoever or whatever, that you continue to be strong and know that your daughters are watching over you and will ALWAYS be with you. I truly believe that, and I hope you can too. I am so, terribly sorry, and wish there was anything I could say to you to ease your pain....
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry, Rachel, for your loss. Words seem so inadequate right now; just know that there are people around the world who are praying for you and your two beautiful daughters. Even though we dont know each other, your anguish touches my heart and I wish that I could offer your some, any kind of comfort. All I can do (and will do) is pray for you.
ReplyDeletePrayers to your family from ours
ReplyDeleteDave And Rachel.
ReplyDeleteWords can not describe our sorrow for you. When your ready for our dinners again let us know, I will cry with you over wine, and the boys can watch football.
We love you guys with all our heart
PS. We hear you got some great now we lay you down to sleep pictures, im sure she was just perfect
I started reading your blog about a week ago and I can't seem to get you off my mind so I came to check out your blog to see if you had posted anything new and I am in shock. I am so sorry for you loss I really just want to crawl through the computer give you a hug and cry with you. Your family is in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you can find peace in all of this sorrow at some point and you and your husband can get through the loss of another little girl.
ReplyDeleteI was so excited to be pregnant with you, we were supposed to have three babies in the family all with in two months of each other and now this, Chloe, now Kyra, why you guys? I dont get it.
ReplyDeleteI love you like a sister, i like dave ( even though hes my brother) And together everyone will get through this.
Love you both!
Rach and Dave,
ReplyDeleteI am once again so so sorry. I dont want to keep saying im sorry because i know it doesnt help. I a glad you got home safe today. I still can not believe i have to go to another funeral for another one of your daughters. Life is not fair and i hate it. No one should have to go through this crap, no one.
You have my number for whatever you need. I saw the proofs of Kyra through lisa and shes so pretty just like Chloe.
Again, So so sorry
Michelle
Just got the email, and i am in shock and saddened, we will be there to support you guys and say bye to Baby Kyra on Monday.
ReplyDeleteMuch Love,
Bill and Jean ( From the fire house)
I was wondering where Dave was when he didnt show up for work, and i knew it was not a good sign.
ReplyDeleteLove to all
Fred
My Heart is Breaking as i read that dreaded email. I heard through the grape vine what happened, but the email, the picture, it made it real adn i hate that.
ReplyDeleteWe will be there to say goodbye to Kyra
Hugs, Kisses and Many Many Prayers for a Fast Recovery and Healthy Babies in your Future
Much Love,
The Scott's
Thousands of Hugs. We all dont want to be there Monday, but we will all be there Monday, with many hugs to give out
ReplyDeleteI have revieved the email like everyone above. Words do not express how saddened and hurt we are. So sorry for another loss.
ReplyDeleteSee you on Monday, youve got my number call for ANYTHING, day or night
2 funerals in 2 weeks,in the words of Rachel this sucks ass.
ReplyDeleteAlso, have never read your blog, love your posts on my baby Kate, and of course Chloe, and now sadly Kyra.
We love you guys so much, We will all stay strong and get through this, remember we dont get over it it just gets easier ( they say i have yet to see this happen)
Jeff and Amy and Baby Angel Kate
Lots of hugs and courage!
ReplyDeleteAndy ( from the station!)
there are no words
ReplyDeleteLaura
I am heartbroken for you. I have been there, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I am so so sorry.
ReplyDeleteRachel its BES. I've been looking for you then I thought about your blog. I can't believe it. I'm sorry. If you want to talk sometime email me @ Mellissastrk@aol.com
ReplyDeleteOh hun I am so sorry for your loss. I wish that you didn't have to experience this.
ReplyDeleteHugs,
Mesha (Mrse0408 from May 2012)
Hi Rachel,
ReplyDeleteWe don't know each other but I wanted to tell you how much anguish I am feeling for you. I am so terribly sorry, and with all my heart, I wish that life could be more fair. I am praying for you.